geeez . I guess my love life story is extremely pathetic . being dumped after 2 years together , and then being chased by my bestfriend's boyfriend , being dumped (again) by somebody who's not worth it at all , and being chased again by somebody's boyfriend .
what a PERFECT life indeed -____-
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| GUA ILFEEL AMA LO FUCK ! |
sometimes I want such a normal life, like the other teenagers have . falling in love with somebody , then having relationship , wish it'd be long lasting but if it get broken , they could look for another one , falling in love again , and having relationship again .
but it's not that easy for me -__-
but now, since I changed my mind-set and also my life-priority , I guess that's the only thing that doesn't matter anymore . I don't really care about "finding-the-one" concept and you could say that I'm totally GIVING UP .. and let God decide it all for me . His decision is always the best one, though .
and how about Cloud ? well, I just knew that he's kinda selective person, and just like my Sky was, he's searching for the last one .. he doesn't see a girl by her perfection or her beauty, but by her inner beauty I guess .
And I was trying to be myself all the time ... if it doesn't fit him, I know that I gotta give up now .
geez ...
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