it's been a while since my last post , hmm I'm not in the mood to write anything :) just wanna post my tumblr account , anyone please follow me if you don't mind ;)
nggak tahu kenapa hari ini rasanya ada yang beda dari hari-hari yang lain . padahal harusnya aku seneng , karena hari ini aku bisa sms-an dengan cowok yang aku suka . harusnya aku seneng , karena aku bisa ngumpul ama temen-temenku . harusnya seneng , karena bisa jalan ama sahabatku . dan harusnya masih seneng , karena aku tahu Kyuhyun ada di suatu tempat di belahan bumi sana :)
tapii .. ternyata keadaan berbeda . aku justru galau seharian ini . entah kenapa tiba-tiba aku ngerasa capek; lelah; wes pokoknya campur aduk .. bahkan sempet ada rasa nyerii yang dulu pernah aku rasain , padahal aku juga nggak ada apa-apa . aku lagi suka ama orang , tapi sebatas suka aja , no deep feeling involves .. aku juga nggak lagi sayang/cinta mati ama seseorang , bahkan rasanya aku senseless sekarang .. udah mati rasa . bagi aku , di dunia ini udah nggak ada lagi cowok yang biasanya dipanggil Mr. Right . entahlah .. tiba-tiba aja rasa sakit itu muncul lagi .
apalagi setiap kali aku denger lagunya orang ini ----> CHO KYUHYUN - LOVE AGAIN ♥
pasti deeh .. langsung mellow+galau gajelas , tanpa sebab -____-
but honestly .. this is a damn good song , so here's the video and the lyrics . and I'm pretty sure you'll love it :)
Romanization yogikkajiin got gatasso naye giogi dasin mot bol olguldeulman seuchoga amugotdo hal su opsotdon kkeute soso du son moa gidoman hesso ajik motdahan nae maeumeul jonhal su itge dasi irona nal gidaryeo jun geudael bogosipo dasi doraga hagosipeunmal saranghamnida momcyoborin gotman gatasso sesangi da hengbokhetdon sigandeulman seuchyoga naegen opseul gotman gatatdon kkeute soso geurohge nan gidoman hesso jinachyo watdon sarangdeureul neukkil su itge dasi irona nal gidaryeo jun geudael bogosipo dasi doraga hagosipeunmal saranghamnida moreun chae sarawasso olmana sojunghessotneunji dasi irona nal gidaryeo jun geudael bogosipo dasi doraga hagosipeunmal saranghamnida Hangul 여기까지인 것 같았어 나의 기억이 다신 못 볼 얼굴들만 스쳐가 아무것도 할 수 없었던 끝에 서서 두 손 모아 기도만 했어 아직 못다한 내 마음을 전할 수 있게 다시 일어나 날 기다려준 그댈 보고싶어 다시 돌아가 하고싶은 말 사랑합니다 멈춰버린 것만 같았어 세상이 다 행복했던 시간들만 스쳐가 내겐 없을 것만 같았던 끝에 서서 그렇게 난 기도만 했어 지나쳐 왔던 사랑들을 느낄 수 있게 다시 일어나 날 기다려준 그댈 보고싶어 다시 돌아가 하고싶은 말 사랑합니다 모른 채 살아왔어 얼마나 소중했었는지 다시 일어나 날 기다려준 그댈 보고싶어 다시 돌아가 하고싶은 말 사랑합니다
English Lyric
I thought this was the end of my memory The faces I’ll never see again pass me by I stood at the end where I couldn’t do anything I put my hands together and just prayed So I could show you my heart That still hasn’t done everything Get up again I want to see you who has waited for me Go back again I want to say “I love you” I thought the entire world stopped Only the happy times pass me by I stood at the end I thought I wouldn’t have I just prayed like that So I can feel the love That I’ve passed by Get up again I want to see you who has waited for me Go back again I want to say “I love you” I’ve lived without knowing How precious you are Get up again I want to see you who has waited for me Go back again I want to say “I love you”
she's 46 years old . she's beautiful , she's patient , she's tough . she's the toughest woman I've ever met . my family had such a up and down times , of course , and I just can't imagine if I were her . I wouldn't be that strong enough to take those painful times : betrayed , lied , abandoned , broken-hearted .. I just can't take it ...
But my mom could . she was my only power , my only strength , for I wasn't close enough with God , I was 13 . and she kept standing still when I thought she already fell down . I really adore her , soooo much . she's my role model , she's PERFECT .
she's a lovely and loyal wife . a hard-worker . a patient and a loving mom . I love her so much :')
she's my everything . my breathe , my strength , my power , my gravity . she's my hero .
I don't know why ... I think about love a lot . I just can't imagine what world would be without love , nor what would my life be if I had no love ...
I got a lot to do , and I had such a tight schedule on my daily life . but still , I keep thinking about love . there was somebody that ever said to me , that I'm kind of person that cannot hate . I don't know why , but I guess I have to agree with her . and I'm grateful of that :)
But back then .. when I see what world thinks about love . if there's still a lot of love , there'd be no war . no crimes . no loner , and no discriminations .
come on , guys . spread the love , you won't regret it . the world'll gonna be more peaceful when love is in the air .. :)
Indonesia berduka ditinggalkan salah satu generasi terbaiknya .. :'(
farewell , oom Adjie . semoga tenang di alam sana , dan semoga keluarga yang ditinggalkan diberi ketabahan .. :')
anyway .. I just found this quote on Angelina Sondakh's blog . and it's quite touching ... I can't imagine how she feels right now , when half of her heart's already gone and never come back ..
"Who brings me the “different” angles of how to see this life …. Who teaches me to be a “woman” that have the strength to “fight” for my future and who makes me believe that LOVE is UNIVERSAL.." [Angelina Sondakh to Adjie Massaid]