I feel nothing .

I'm just too tired to feel that kind of feeling again. Maybe I'm afraid if I'd get any hurt. I've been feeling such a painful times in these years and I just wanna take a rest ...
I don't know when I'll be ready to fall in love again.

But now I'm feeling nothing, and it's more peaceful than anything on earth. When I decided to fall in love with myself, I know that I'll be okay :)

Well, how about cloud? like I said yesterday, he's the meaning of impossibility :) so I guess I'm gonna give up now. Toh hidup masih panjang dan masih banyak yang lebih penting buat dipikirin daripada hatiku.

I want to fill my new page in this year with no more love story ;)