bygone's totally bygone now :)

I just read my old entries, first time I wrote on this blog and I just found out myself  felt so SICK when all the articles kept talking about Rey . hahaha ! I just didn't realize I ever loved him that much and compared to what I feel right now... I'm feeling NOTHING but freedom ! it feels so much better for me being all alone , better than I had to be with somebody who didn't care about me at all .. and it feels so much fun coz I had a lot of time to be spared with my friends !

Ohkay.. Stop talking about him, it makes me so sick. lets talking bout cloud then ;)

I guess.. I got my inspiration back and I just wrote this poem..

inspired by him :)

I can feel such a love when I see you

though I do it from miles

I feel a life when I can go through

Coz I know your love contains no lies

When life gives me reason to cry

I glance at you to see you smile

and I can't wait the day to see you again

I got so much of you relieving my pain !

you can see what people can't

and you accept me in the best way you can

I know what life means now

Coz when you're here, it gives me meaning somehow...